Little Talks

Hey! Hey! Hey! 

I don't like walking around this old and empty house. 

So hold my hand, I'll walk with you my dear 

The stairs creak as I sleep, 

it's keeping me awake 

It's the house telling you to close your eyes 

Some days I can't even trust myself. 

It's killing me to see you this way. 

'Cause though the truth may vary 

this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore. 

Hey! Hey! Hey! 

There's an old voice in my head 

that's holding me back 

Well tell her that I miss our little talks. 

Soon it will all be over, buried with our past 

We used to play outside when we were young 

and full of life and full of love. 

Some days I don't know if I am wrong or right

Your mind is playing tricks on you my dear. 

'Cause though the truth may vary 

This ship will carry our bodies safe to shore 

Hey! 

Don't listen to a word I say 

Hey! 

The screams all sound the same. 

Hey! 

Though the truth may vary 

this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore 

You're gone, gone, gone away, 

I watched you disappear. 

All that's left is a ghost of you. 

Now we're torn, torn, torn apart, 

there's nothing we can do, 

Just let me go, we'll meet again soon. 

Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around 

I'll see you when I fall asleep. 

Hey!

Don't listen to a word I say 

Hey! 

The screams all sound the same. 

Hey! 

Though the truth may vary 

this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore 

Don't listen to a word I say 

Hey! 

The screams all sound the same. 

Hey! 

Though the truth may vary 

this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Though the truth may vary 

this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Though the truth may vary 

this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Thankful to be given this opportunity to dance an item from my favourite Danzation 2013 segment. 
It has been a great one and a half week with this group of dancers whom I never imagined myself to feel so attached to.
From being awkward and keeping to ourselves to getting to know each other and finally bonding and playing ridiculous mind games and dinner at Al Azhar.
So happy that we were selected to perform for our Principal and we were able to know one another better.
I miss you all already. 
Ryan hinted that we may be performing this item again so......
Looking forward to it ^_^
#TeamColourful #Skittles #YellowItem
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Haven't been blogging for a long time so...
Celebrated my birthday with my bitch at Adventure Cove!
Had St. Marc's for brunch (or was it a snack lol) and oh damn the cappuccino was good.
Wanted to go on more rides but urgh there were so many people. >:
Nevertheless I had a lot of fun!!!
We were starving so badly and we finished our dinner at Poulet at record time.
Went outside to take polaroids but we were so tired we couldn't even change our poses while taking them.
So in the end we left at 8+pm and we were both sleeping on the ride back home, heh.

Pictures of my bitch and I and our dinner!!
Couldn't finish my chicken because I was too tired to chew LOL.
But the mushroom soup was so good oh my god.
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Didn't do much for the entire month though, haha.
I just wasted my life re-watching dramas and blah.
So, When You Who Came From The Stars ended, I started watching Three Days, which starred my favourite Micky Yoochun. ♥
I swear no one can turn me on with their voices like Micky and Kim Soo Hyun (yes even my favourite Jonghyun's voice can't turn me on like Micky and Kim Soo Hyun hahaha).
Every night after the drama airs on SBS I'll just keep refreshing my drama streaming sites like mad for the uploads of the episodes teehee.
So I'm chasing after Three Days, I'm re-watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal, and Channel U is showing Rooftop Prince.
ALL THE MICKY YOOCHUN MADNESS AHHHHHHHHHH ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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And then on the 7th I received a message from Ryan that I'm selected to perform for the principal farewell and the item we are performing was Danzation 2013 Fantasy segment's Yellow item.
My first reaction was : FUCK YES because Fantasy was my favourite segment in Danzation (yes my favourite segment isn't my own Love segment) so I agreed immediately HAHAHA.
Had our first prac on the 10th and we finished learning the entire item in 4 days with formations and finished cleaning the entire item in 1 day (damn this was like Danzation 2013 2.0 hahaha).
We started out really awkward because we only talked to the people we know but I can't remember when we actually just started hanging out together and talking more to one another.
I'll never forget Wednesday 19 March 2014 because that day we were playing so many ridiculously retarded and funny mind games and I never laughed so badly before.
And on that same day we went for supper at Al Azhar!
It was sad that Ryan, Christopher and Andy, Siman and Kathleen couldn't come along though. :(
Hope we will have a next time teehee.
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For the whole of this month I've spent approximately $250 on EXO.
I have no idea why all the fansite masternims decided to publish their photobooks this year and during this month. /sigh
Couldn't resist the temptation and I bought one from lovesick-luhan, one from suaveisland and the reprint of 9493room's.
I wanted to get the reprint of Twinned Poison's Hunhan photobook but I was like............
MAYBE NEXT TIME.
Sad that the reprint version of my Kaisoo's photobooks didn't have most of the original freebies. 
MY KAISOO POSTCARDS AND DUSTCAP T___T
And I bought EXO's Nature Republic flower lip balm.
Bought the EXO-M one only though, and I regretted not getting the EXO-K one too.
But one box costs $60 HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And I just ordered EXO's First Box.
Well, at least First Box is worth it because it has 4 DVDs and this means I can watch it on repeat mode on my own laptop at home hehehe ♥

And screw SM because SJ-M is having their comeback soon and EXO is coming back next month. Say bye to my money and buy to the albums.

And what the fuck? EXO to spend first half on their comeback and the second half in China promoting?

CAN SM LIKE GIVE THEM A FUCKING BREAK OR SOMETHING.

May 2013 they came back with Wolf, August 2013 they came back with Growl, December 2013 they had Miracles in December.

And what? April 2014 they may be coming back with a bad boy concept? -_______-

And not forgetting the new girl group they're going to debut soon.

Like seriously. -_-

I miss the EXO in 2012 when they were less popular and the fandom was more calm sigh.

I can't stand the amount of xmm EXO fans that just popped out after their Growl comeback oh my god. 

I remember I was at Typo and at the pens section, all the writings I saw on the papers were

"Kai oppaaaa ♥"

"Baekhyun oppa I love you"

"Baekyeol forever"

"Kris ♥"

"HunHan ♥"

And you know what I did? I just rolled my eyes and walked away LOL.

Worse of them all, I see Wolf 88 tees everywhere I go.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

It gets on my nerves oh god urgh.

Also, I was shopping for things online like mad too.

Damn. >:

I'm highly tempted to buy my Iron Man cap and more face masks sigh.

I was thinking of buying a Kanken but I have no idea what colour I should buy. 

I have three colour choices, I asked three different people, and all three of them gave me different colours as their answers. >___>

So I decided to get it next month and then I realised, EXO is having their come back next month.

Hah, what is saving up money.

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And so here I am, updating about my boring life.

Till the next update,

xoxo

爱上未来的你

It's March!!

Time flies, it's the 3rd month of 2014 already.

It's been long since my last update so......

Had law test on 12 Feb, it was a disaster, but I'm glad it's over.

NO MORE FUCKING CONTRACT LAW LATIN WORDS COPYRIGHT ISSUES UNFAIR CONTRACT TERMS ACT MINORS CONTRACT ACT MENTAL CAPACITY ACT AND NO MORE PATRICK.

Went to Wen Kai's house with Mel to lepak and we were watching stand-up comedians HAHAHAHAHA.

Went out with my bitch on the 18th to celebrate our 6th anniversary!

Had our super early dinner at Ambush. 

Ate German Platter and we had clam soup too.

SUCH SEXY FOOD.

We finished every drop of soup and mind you, the soup was in a rather big cooking pot.
Both of us were walking around Jem and West Gate to find dessert but nothing caught our eye so in the end, we YOLO-ed and went to Lot 1 for MOF.
At MOF, we were looking at the menu and having a major breakdown because we had no idea what to eat.
So, I suggested we eat the cray cray 12 scoops of ice creams.
I think the waitress was judging us badly because that was meant for 3-4 people to eat.
LOL.
Was studying on the 19th for my one and only exam for the semester the next day.

Had my exam on the 20th, the paper was okay. Praying hard my GPA this sem will be okay. :(
Went for dimsum with the guys at 126 @ Sims Ave.
It was a great meal with them, and we will definitely be back again someday.
There were 4 of us there but basically it was a 3+1 thing because Chong Yong was always on his phone doing god-knows-what and Wen Kai, Boon and I were the ones constantly talking rubbish and making noise.
The funniest thing was when we were talking about yoghurt, Wen Kai randomly asked us "Why yoghurt got no lemon flavour ah?"
Then Boon and I replied him at the same time:
"Because the acid in the lemon will fuck up the yoghurt."
"Because the acid in the lemon will coagulate the yoghurt."
Match the sentence to the person who spoke it correctly and you'll get a prize. Nah, kidding.
Ate a total of $95.20 and we were wasting time walking around thinking where to go and Boon told us to go Parkway Parade and we ended up in the middle of nowhere, so Chong Yong suggested we go play pool.
BUT IT WAS ALREADY 10 FUCKING PM.
So I was whining really badly because I wanted to go home and sleep hahahahahaha and yay the guys relented. It's good to be a girl sometimes, heh.
Gonna miss the Fluffies so much, sigh.

Went to kbox with my bitch on 27th!
Had our mini concert and yay I was happy.
Gonna record more songs next time at kbox hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
We should go to kbox again before the promotion ends.

So I've been watching You Who Came From The Stars from Monday the 24th till the show finished on 27th Feb.
I can't explain how much I love this show because firstly, it has my favourite actor Kim Soo Hyun and one of my favourite actress Gianna Jun. And secondly, I've loved the Kim Soo Hyun+Jun Ji Hyun pairing ever since The Thieves and thirdly, this drama is damn good as fuck. Have I ever mentioned how much I love Kim Soo Hyun oh god ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥.
I really liked all the characters in the drama, even the evil shit head Jae Kyung.
I just felt that Yoo In Na wasn't given enough opportunities to show the true side of her character in her drama because in the drama Yoo Se Mi was always called the kind and nice by everyone else and she's always in Songyi's shadow and she acts like she's okay with it but actually she hates it so much. So I felt that the "bad" side of Se Mi wasn't really shown enough. :<
I can't really choose my favourite character in the drama because I like everyone but if I really had to choose, it will be Songyi's brother Yoon Jae.
Because in the starting of the drama he was always getting into fights and flunking school but ever since the incident happened to his noona be began to somehow mature and grow up, and even discovering a meteorite.
AND I LOVE THE WAY HE WORSHIPS MINJOON LIKE A GOD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ♥
It's just sad how this drama is already over.
I don't know what to do with my life now. :(
I didn't really liked the ending but well, at least Minjoon didn't die.
Can SBS have a You Who Came From The Stars special since one of the staff said there were many scenes filmed after Minjoon says "I'm back" to Songyi at the epilogue of the last episode. :'(((((((
Cried shitloads of tears in this drama oh god.
You Who Came From The Stars is officially by 2nd favourite drama, behind The Moon that Embraces The Sun.
Although I'm sad that this drama is over, I can't wait for Three Days to start. MICKY ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Went back to school on 28th for NRA's AGM.
When I was leaving with Nana, Nurul and Huili we saw Fellix and we were making fun of him because he got lost somewhere while on the way to school so when we were saying our byes I randomly told Fellix his style his hair until very nice then he was like, "Nice right my hair!!!! I style until damn nice right like some Kpop star."
Then I was like, "Ya la, ya la very nice."
And Fellix was like, "Ya like your Sehun right."
And I was like, "NO?!?!?!?! SEHUN IS NOT MINE."
LOL. Such an irritating dongsaeng. >____>

I was listening to Luhan's cover of 爱上未来的你 and that's why I used this as my title because somehow it relates to You Who Came From The Stars (Because Minjoon was an alien) and Luhan's voice was so fucking good in this song oh god 鹿爷 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm turning 20 in 2 days. Oh god.
SMA ON CHANNEL U THIS SUNDAY FUCK YES THERE'S EXO ♥
xoxo

p/s: CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY ARE SEHUN'S EYEBROWS SO SEXY

Present

It's been a long time since I last updated!
And wow, it's already the 9th of February.
So to update everyone about my boring life.......................
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Had 2BEHMOD test on 27th of January.
It was a disaster.
Out of my 3 Short Answered Questions, none of them were completely done. -_-
Whatever. LOL.
Went to West Gate to shop around with Chong Yong and Wen Kai, West Gate was totally boring.
Went over to JEM, and we saw Maynard and gang at H&M.
I saw this really pretty-looking floral top and I wanted to try it, and Chong Yong decided to take this leather skirt and asked me to go with the floral top. LOLOL.
And I'm not the type who likes floral printed stuff unless it's really pretty.
Went to try it, took a photo of me in it, showed it to them, they said it was nice, blah.
The guys wanted to go to Cotton On so we went, and then I went to Etude House and I think I spent like, 30 mins in there? LOL.
Oh well at least I finally became an Etude House member hehe.
Continued walking around and we decided to go to J Cube.
Chong Yong had to leave halfway (as usual) and then Wen Kai and I went to J Cube to take the Shuttle Bus to IMM.
Had dinner at Wan Chai again and then we went to Daiso and then we went off.

Had the burden law make up tutorial at 8am on the 28th.
Patrick was surprisingly in a good mood.
Went to Mel's house because we were supposed to do our counselling video.
Bought lunch from the coffee shop downstairs.
The Nasi Biryani was damn good.
We were watching Narnia and then Wen Kai came over halfway.
Started video-ing, it was a failure.
Went home after that.

Was at home the whole day on the 29th and I made use of the time to dye my hair.
All I can say is that I'm really happy with my current hair colour because I did it all by myself without any help YAY.
So.
My hair now consists of light pink, dark pink, purple, and light&dark pink mixed to form another colour. Haha.
Don't judge okay, I can't do this kind of exotic (cough exo cough) hair colour once I start working so.

Went for reunion dinner on the 30th. It was okay.
Surprisingly I didn't dread CNY so much this year.
And on the first day of CNY my paternal relatives came over for lunch.
On the second day I went to my Grandaunt's house.
My uncle took out this bottle of red wine and asked if anyone wanted to try.
Obviously I said I wanted. Haha.
My mum nearly hit the roof because I was drinking alcohol in front of her. LOL too bad I'm wayyyyyyyyyyy better than her in alcohol tolerance. My mum can't even drink a glass of wine without feeling giddy. LOL.
But my uncle was really happy that I could drink. LOL.
Okay whatever....
Moving on.
Had lunch at an Indian restaurant. It was good.
Okay to me Indian food is never bad. YAY.

Blahblah.
Went back to school on 3 Feb for lectures, week was boring.
Met up with my BFF on Wednesday (as usual) to watch The Lion Men and Sogurt.
Cringing so freaking badly throughout the whole movie oh god.
But yeah, Babyface + Mikey. <3 p="">Went to have Sogurt, as usual.
The next day my BFF was raging to me because I had 53 likes on Instagram for that photo of froyo LOL.

Was busy rushing through Counselling assignment in Friday and yes.
NO MORE FUCKING INDIVIDUAL ASSIGNMENTS FOR THE FUCKING SEMESTER.
Went to have Korean BBQ dinner with Boon and Wen Kai at Ju Shin Jung @ ECP.
Damn those meat were really expensive.
In the end we settled for the main dishes.
Boon had bulgogi, Wen Kai had dolsot bibimbab and I had my favourite naengmyung.
Ordered a bottle of Soju as well!
Soju tastes so much better than Sake oh god.
The side dishes were refillable, the three of us had a nice time devouring everything and getting them refilled.
It was Wen Kai's virgin Korean food experience so yay it was great.
The scariest thing was that I actually dreamt of this scene months and months ago.
It was the exact replica of what I saw last time.
I was saying it's deja vu but Boon insists that my brain was lagging or whatever. LOL.
But yeah it was nice bull shitting over alcohol with these 2 people.
Why do the most interesting things always happen to Fluffies over alcohol?!?!?! HAHAHAHA.

And now here I am stuck at home to study for my fucking law test on Wednesday. :(
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As February is ending my birthday becomes nearer. Hahaha.
Haven't really thought of what I wanted. Just want a memorable celebration because you only turn 20 once. LOL.
And it's the first 2 in my life oh god. I wasn't even this excited when I turned 10.
There's nothing I really want except getting my tattoo and navel piercing but now I have 2 more things to get myself for a birthday present hehe.
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 Ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I really want this snap back because firstly it's so damn fucking beautiful and it's blue and thirdly my baby wore it before at the airport.
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Ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa presenting to you my deer husband. <3 p="">
I've also set my eyes on 2 other designs but they are not as important as the spring blue one hehe.

Ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I really like the rose one because it's so classic and pretty and it goes well with my UTG shirt. <3 p="">
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Ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
My Iron Man cap!!!!!!!!!
Iron Man is my favourite Avenger and my favourite Running Man member was Iron Man DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I WAS YOOHOOOO
Also, my group name in HMS LAC 2012 was Iron Man as well!!!!!
Hope I can get this soon hehe.
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Okay goodbye world.
Till the next update,
xoxo

Fighter

It's Monday!
I'm listening to Christina Aguilera as I type this post and hence the title. (Damn I love her voice)
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The past week was kinda mad because we had 2 projects due on the same week and out of the 5 weekdays I was awake for 3.
Submitted counselling group assignment on Tuesday, had group facilitation project on Wednesday.
Mr Fred said our facilitation was well done because our flow was smooth and our activities were relevant and we met our goals and objectives.
But the thing is....
Our group didn't practise together at all.
All we did was split the tasks and we did our own things. HAHAHAHAHA.
But yay I can at least secure myself a B/B+ for this module already. :D

Submitted law on Friday. It was as though I went on a battle.
I did not sleep since Thursday and we had the stupid burden tutorial to complete as well, and I had dance after school.
I was so freaking tired when I reached home I went to bathe and I went to sleep.

Wasted my weekends away watching variety shows LOL when I should be studying.
1 week from now I'll be taking my 2BEHMOD test.
3 weeks from now I'll be taking my 1LEGALF test.
30 days from now I'll be taking my 1UNSIDA exam.
8 weeks from no I'll be celebrating my 20th birthday!!

Performing Danzation 2013's Junior/Senior item for a Typhoon Haiyan performance this Friday.
I'm so excited!!
And I bought things online for the first time in my life last weekend.
I spent around $90 in total.
Damn!
But I hope I can get some reimbursement from my mum though hehehe.
Can't wait for them to arrive!!

Time really flies.
I can't believe it's already 20 days past 2014.
Tentatively I'm going to Adventure Cove for my birthday!
Hope nothings screws up because I'll be skipping internship training anyway heh.

Till the next update,
xoxo

I will survive

It's been about 2 weeks since I last blogged wahahaha.
1 month of my holiday is gone and now I'm left with another month of holiday.

So. I've spent my first half of the holidays doing only fangirling/spazzing and dancing.
Sigh.
And I've been sleeping at ungodly hours for the past month.
Like......
4+am. LOL.
Okay whatever.

Back to fangirling/spazzing.
The whole universe knows who I spazz over though hehehehe.
Like the usual EXO and SHINee and SJ and Shinhwa and now I'm back to spazz over Infinite and MBLAQ <3 p="">And I just decided to download every single episode of MBLAQ and Infinite's Sesame Player LOL.
I stopped watching WGM because I simply can't handle my heart break when I see Taeeun :(
I was watching the first episode where Taemin and Naeun meet each other and that moment Taemin opened the door and he sees Naeun's backview, I started crying. LIKE LEGIT CRYING FML TAEMIN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME.
When I saw that photo of Taemin wrapping his arms around Naeun's waist and he doing aegyo while they took polaroid photos I was like 
JUST FUCKING MURDER ME ALREADY.
And what?! The PD-nim of WGM hopes that the WGM couples will date in real life. HOW ABOUT NO PD-NIM. I'M NOT GOING TO SEE TAEEUN DATE IN REAL LIFE OKAY. One Junjin/Lee Si Young couple is enough HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
But I don't mind if Key and Eunji dates in real life HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I like them more than Taeeun. Everyone says Taeeun looks really cute together and hope that they aren't scripted. But I'm like NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU THEY LOOK SO AWKWARD because Naeun is so quiet and idkw but I seriously wonder how would it turn out if Kai replaces Taemin and be on WGM with Naeun instead LOL.
OKAY NO WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT IT NO.

Back to dancing.
I'm like excited for Danzation this year because it feels completely different from Danzation 2012.
And I cannot wait for junior/senior item whoohoooooo.
12 hours of dancing this coming saturday. /rawr
Exciting~~
Hope my timetable for sem 2 would be slightly better.
Ending dance at 10pm almost every practise.
Hopefully I won't die of exhaustion or something like last Danzation LOL.

It Has To Be You

Dear Yesung,
Happy birthday to you soon-to-be old man!
Enjoy your last year as a 20's before you start your 30's next year!

Hope the army has been well for you.
It's been 110 days since you left for the army.
You wouldn't believe how shocked I was when I heard the news that you were going to enlist in the army in such a short time and not participating in SS5.
Leeteuk's gone, Heechul's gone as well, Kangin just came back, and now you're leaving.........
Do you know how badly I cried watching Super Junior's From U performance on Music Core?
Because every time I see you and Leeteuk's smiling faces I can't help it but miss you all so damn badly. 
Gonna miss hearing you and your power packed vocals, you and your adlibs, you and your weird dancing, you and your obsession with philtrums, you and your turtles, you and your interactions with Ryeowook...........

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  I went for SS5sg, and there was a ballad performance by them.
  I can't help but wonder how the performances would have differed if you were there singing as well, and what super hero you would dress up as, and if K.R.Y would have a special segment for us.......
  And you retweeting all the pictures of your fan project of us holding your name banner.
  
  

  Singapore ELF!! i miss u a lot and want to see you ^^ pic.twitter.com/Mxgn8KQcK7
  — Yesung (@shfly3424) July 6, 2013

  Do you know at that time what was I doing? 

  I was queuing up for mosh.

  And do you know how happy I was when Ryeowook sang your part in It's You? He even did yor kneeling down pose during the adlibs. /sigh my Yewook feels

  
  

  As I write this post, I'm listening to your song, It Has To Be You.

  
  
  Today, i wander in my memory
  I’m pasing around on the end of this way
  You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
  I’m losing my way again
  
  
  I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
  that i want to see you and hold you more
  
  
  It can’t be if it’s not you
  i can’t be without you
  it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
  it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
  yes because i’m just in love with you
  
  
  i cannot send you away one more time
  i can’t live without you
  
  
  it can’t be if it’s not you
  i can’t be without you
  it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
  it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
  yes because i’m just in love with you
  
  
  my bruised heart
  is screaming to me to find you
  where are you?
  can’t you hear my voice?
  to me…
  
  
  if i live my life again
  if i’m born over and over again
  i can’t live without you for a day
  You’re the one i will keep
  you’re the one i will love
  i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

Remember when you, Heechul, Shindong and Leeteuk were on 5000 Questions with Super Junior, you all were doing the psychological tests, and the psychologist said you had many insecurities and inferiority? 

All I want to tell you is that you are awesome. You're such a great hyung to your dongsaengs and they listen to you. You have such great vocal skills that we call you the King of OST. You're such a filial son and great hyung to Jongjin. ELF love you like crazy and SJ loves you like crazy too.

And these 3 trends about you were trending on twitter today. #HappyBirthdayKingOfSelca, #생일축하해요김종운 and #HappyYesungDay.

Although Heenim and 10, you had 3 okay. Heh.

Take care of yourself in the army, continue to please us with selcas, and I love you many many.

See you in SS7. 

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It's #Growl5thWin you sexy mofos.

You 12 babies have done so damn well. :')

And Luhan.

PLS TELL ME YOU DID PIERCE YOUR EARS.

YOU HAD THEM ON M COUNTDOWN YESTERDAY BUT WHY DID YOUR EARRINGS DISAPPEAR ON MUBANK TODAY. >:(

AND YOU KIDS NEED TO STOP PUTTING YOUR FINGERS INTO PEOPLE'S EARS WHEN THEY ARE GIVING THEIR THANK YOU SPEECH. /COUGHS BAEKHYUN COUGHS/

So I didn't do anything much today, except watching A Song For You from EXO, Music Bank, X2 and Saturday Night Life. And now I'm wasting my time in front of the computer again, u___________u

I keep thinking there's something for me to do on Saturday, but I cannot remember. ._.

It's 2.32AM now and I'm hungry........ 

Not Myself Tonight

Hey everybody!! The past week has been very busy!
On Monday during Hi club we went through formations and song signing. So excited for closing ceremony on Friday! ^_^
Tuesday was the last Street Jazz class. I'm gonna miss doing Street Jazz a lot!
We finished the choreo and then we were separated into 3 groups to perform.
Yay to Street Jazz! ♥
And Wednesday, my group started recording our video for Sociology. It was damn fun hahaha.
I seriously think I have a talent in acting. Even my group mates said so. Hehe.
Also, we were playing with hamsters. Haha!
Thursday was review class for French, and I was in school from 11am-10.30pm because there was Waacking class.
I went for my first, and last, Waacking class.
Waacking is really fun though it makes my wrists ache. Damn you injuries!
I hope I still can perform Waacking even though I missed 2 lessons due to clash in time table with my French. :O
Friday was Idea Jumpstart Challenge. I'm so glad it's finally over.
And then on Saturday was Technique class.
We did more pliés, and more techniques and my favourite grande jette. My instructor praised me for my grande jette. ^_^ #dancerpride
I may suck in my basics, but 1 thing I'm super proud of is my jumps. Yay.
I'm really excited for Danzation. Trainings are going to murder me, but who cares. it's dance I'm talking about.
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I forgot to mention.
On Sunday I spent my whole day watching videos of nail art. :X
I hope I can open a nail art shop as a mini business next time haha.
I think I have a talent in nail art too. :B
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Enough with my amazing past week, today was a torture.
We were doing review lecture for Sociology and Psychology, and I have a feeling I'm gonna do badly for my exams. Especially Psychology.
There's so many things being tested and I haven't start studying.
:(
I really need to stop wasting my time playing Tetris. :/
My piano exam is on 17 August and I think I'm gonna fail my grade 7.
I didn't put in a lot if effort to practise and wth practical exams requires practising.
My Takeaway for this week is that I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally need to learn to manage my time. D:

You

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I love, the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I, never wanna let go
Let go oh oh

Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here
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Some things are better left unsaid.

We Own The Night

I know it's been ages since I last blogged.
But I was busy!
Like, fucking busy busy!
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So. For the whole of November I was busy with dance practices for my dance production.
Come to think of it, it still seems so surreal that I actually am part of the big NRA family, which is the CCA I've been dying to get it. To be honest the reason why I study in Ngee Ann is because I want to join NRA. /oops

I had crazy dance schedules and I've actually dancing for 6 days in a week, and on average 7 hours of dance per day.
Which makes it to around 126 hours of dancing in 3 weeks. Oh wow.
No wonder I managed to lose weight. LOL.
Yeah trainings and rehearsals were really crazy. Because as NRA members we have that standard to maintain and a lot of people are actually going to watch our production.Various dance clubs in Polytechnics and Universities like TPDE and Foreign Bodies and all the many many friends and family of dancers. *_*
And it's not helping that NRA's Danzation 2012 is the last dance production of the year (somehow).
So. we've been facing a lot of stress, especially us Scene 3 item dancers.
Because according to our story line, the 6 items are the 'showcase' items for the 6 leads, so naturally all eyes and hopes and demands will be on us.
There have been a few emotional break downs, with me being one of those.
Thinking back, it was so embarrassing. LOL.
Like, running out of the dance studio to cry, and then your seniors will come and comfort you.
But at that moment. Those words of encouragements are just what everyone else needs.
I was always feeling damn stressed during Scene 3 rehearsals because the choreographers really expect a lot from us and rehearsals were always extended, and there was once our dismissal time was near to 11pm.

And then during the last week of November were the crazy stage runs.
I swear they were really crazy.
We had stage blocking, full runs after full runs, full dress runs after that.
IT WAS MADNESS.
I even had to bring a luggage to school because we had costume, hair and make up runs, so I ended up bringing almost all my make up products and hair products. Not forgetting to mention my costumes.
But one thing good about the stage runs was that we get to watch the production from the audiences' point of view!
One super best example: When the external items are having their stage runs, Simin and I never fail to run up and seat from the high ends to watch the show.
We were seating at the middle block of the $20 area. And there was once I sat at the last row of the $20 area. Didn't bother watching it from the $15 people's  point of view, but I didn't go up to the $10 area to watch. :(
I really wanted to know how tiny we look like from so high up. Haha.

Come show day 1, I can really feel the adrenaline rushing in my bloodstream.
It was really great seeing the whole Convention Center filled with so many people coming down to support us.
There were a few problems on day 1 though.
And this made all of us even more determined to put up a better show on day 2.
Come show day 2, I was really damn excited to perform as most of my friends and family will be there watching me.
And as expected, day 2 as a better show than day 1.
Had photo taking session with mah #teampusspuss and we were crying together again.
I really love my #teampusspuss a lot a lot a lot. <3 p="p">
When I first realised that I''ll be in the same item as them, I never knew I would be so bonded with them.
At the beginning I was this awkward silent freshie during prac LOL and my choreographer didn't even knew my name. I wasn't in the facebook group and I didn't even have my item ic's number in my phone.
So I was like this silent bystander throughout LOL.
Until my item ic came and ask me for my number and added me into the group then I started talking to most of them more, and I still continued being awkward with some of them.
As the weeks go by, we had self pracs and practices and then I started to open up to them more.
So we became more bonded until we were having this group htht to share about our feelings of being in this item, then we started to cry while talking and then we gave each other a group hug and I feel that it was from that day onwards that made me feel bonded to #teampusspuss.
And yes, I shed my first and last Danzation tears with them, I cried reading all the looooooooooooooooooooong messages they posted on whatsapp to encourage us and everything, I feel so damn happy whenever I see any of them around in school.
At first I was really afraid that we won't be that close after Danzation, because that's normally what happens. But I know that will never happen.
Because we love each other too much. :')
Every morning I wake up and check whatsapp, I will always see them posting good morning and stuffs like that and it really makes my day.
Especially those few crucial days before Danzation, they were saying how much they will miss all of us and dancing to our item together.
Not forgetting all of our inside jokes.
And Summer. He is like the kindest person ever.
He's so patient with us and he never raised his voice at us before.
He jokes with us, names some of his choreo after weird stuff like asking us to play scissors paper stone with ourselves, chicken wing..
And how he doesn't even know the lyrics to his item song and makes us remember the wrong words, especially how he always call Kelvin as Kevin, mixing some of our names up, and misspelling some of our names..
Oh god hahahaha OTL.
#teampusspuss really gave me many many good memories of my first Danzation with NRA and I really will treasure the friendship between us. <3 p="p">
And then there's #teamyunganjumphigher
I can honestly say that I don't feel so bonded to them as compared to my #teampusspuss.
Perhaps it's because I spent lesser time with them.
Nevertheless, I still love each and everyone of them.
Especially Alyssa. Muacks. <3 p="p">Alyssa is one of those few people that really encourages me a lot.
Like during my break down, she came to me and was consoling me a lot.
And there was a second time when I got pointed out with some other people by my choreographer for not showing enough charisma (or something else like that) in our items, Alyssa gave me this super tight hug and told me to never give up.
Awwwwwwwww I really love Alyssa so much muacks. <3 p="p">And after show 2 I asked her to take polaroid photo with me, she said "aw so sweet, you're really my favourite freshie" to me.
Hahahahahahaha Alyssa.
K back to #teamyunganjumphigher.
Until now although I still am awkward with a few of them, I still feel that closeness between us.
Like how we were supposed to work on portraying our emotions for our item out, and we ended crying together.
And how Amanda will randomly suggest bonding sessions, how we were running around the studios for warm up, how all of us were complaining when we were planking to What Makes You Beautiful, how we had 8am practises on Deepavali....
I had my fun times with them, and although I'm not so bonded with them, I still treasure the moments we spent together laughing, getting scolded, crying, planking, doing clean ups...

And I still have a last group to dedicate to, which I will do it in another post. :)
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One Thing

My 8 weeks of holidays have officially started!!!!!!!!!!
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So.. 15th was my Psychology paper. I swear it was super fucked up.
The things that lvv told is to study, only half of it came out.
I was on the verge of ripping my paper into half because when I saw the paper, my mind went blank. And also, half of whatever I studied didn't come out.
She gave us a question on Sternberg, but she didn't explain the theory. Scumbag lecturer. -_-''
But one thing that I was happy about is that I bought my Polaroid. Hehe.
My camera collection is going to be complete soon!

Then 16th was my Sociology paper.
It wasn't that easy, but at least it was manageable. Forgot about whatever Durkheim said about suicide and I left a part question totally blank. Gahhhhhh.

So. On 17th was my grade 7 practical exam. And I swear it was fucked up.
I bet I'm gonna fail it. Tsk. Stupid examiner. -.-
And then I went to meet WenKai to go Boonkeng to meet Chongyong and Boon. Turned out that both of them were late. -.-
Long story cut short, met Mel after that and we travelled to plaza sing.
Unlucky enough, we were stuck at Boonkeng for 20 mins because of that power failure at harbourfront.
And then we were stuck at every station that is moving towards dhoby ghaut for 5 minutes each. Damn.
Then we went daiso, then to spotlite, then travelled to bras brasah.
Went to the Popular there with Mel and we spent our whole time there at the fiction books haha.

Then we travelled to Mel's house for dinner. I was watching Mel knit, and I swear I have ABSOLUTELY no talent for knitting even though I can sew. I have no patience for knitting. Tsk.

We left at around 9.30pm and I went back with WenKai cuz we took the same bus. Wahahaha. Gossiped a lot to my 金孙 as well.
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So. My origami hobby is back again.
I've been folding origami since last Friday, and I think I'm gonna get more origami paper soon.

And, and, and.
I got my Danzation items today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Super happy!!!!!
But I didn't get in Street Jazz and the collaboration item with SYDC. :( gahhhhhhh!
Oh well maybe next year I'll get more items.
Can't wait for dance to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
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Anticipating k session with clique!
Will update again soon!

What is psychology?

Long time to update! Hohoho.
So.
Last Monday had NRA meeting regarding danzation. Got our items allocation.
Got into waacking and a collaboration between Desiree and JJ. But our items aren't confirmed yet.
I want Street Jazz!! :(
There will be external collaborations as well. SYDC is collaborating. Omggggg! :'D

Then had 1INTCOM test on Tuesday. I think I did okay..???
But I'm gonna get 9 marks deducted anyway. :/
Went to the doctor immediately after test because I was so sick.
And then, I didn't go for written comm test the next day because I was too sick. Gahhhhh.

Thursday was National Day! Spent my whole day watching tv.
And Friday, I could've done solid studying, but I was reading fanfics.
I think I curbed my Tetris addiction. Hehehe.
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This week has finally ended.
15 Aug: psychology exam
16 Aug: sociology exam
17 Aug: piano exam
AND I WILL BE FREE FOR 8 DAMN WEEKS.
Well, not exactly free. There is still dance and camps.
At least I will be free from studying. Hohoho.
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Okay I should get back to studying.
Will update sooooooooooooooon!

Good Day

This week was kinda great.

HI Club on Monday was fufilling, finished learning Basic A and our song signing!
I wanna be a HI Instructor and HI Club exco hahaha, or maybe I should go HMS Society and be exco there also. I NEED THE CCA POINTS!

On Tuesday, we had this class meeting with our Sociology lecturer about this girl from our class.
And yeah, long story cut short, just hope she would change.
And I went for Street Jazz, wow.
It's really different from dancing Hip Hop.
Even the warm ups are so different.
Orange did all those ballet stuff with us and I'm like, "URGH IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE I LAST DID THAT."
And then we started dancing and learning choreo.
Gonna wrack my brains for my 8 poses now. :/

Wednesday was my "Good Day", I swear.
In the morning I met my childhood best friend whom I knew since I was born (I'm not kidding), and we still managed to recognise each other even after a few years of not contacting.
Then in the afternoon I was writing down my ideas for NP50 and I slotted my suggestion into the vending machine, I got a $10 Swensens voucher!
And then after that I played the games with Benedict, I won a Cathay movie pass.
Lucky or not, you tell me. :p

Thursday. Hmmm.
Not many things happened.
Except for something funny during Writcomm today.
While I was answering Harasha's questions, she suddenly grabbed my fingers and asked me how did I paint them. o.o
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Checked my mail and saw the email TCP sent me about TCP Camp.
I have no idea which slot to choose because I have a feeling NRA training will be eating most of my holidays away.
And since TCP Camp is fully sponsored, if I missed any day of it I need to refund the full amount of $500, which means I have to skip NRA. :(
And speaking of skipping NRA, I missed 2 Waacking lessons already.
I got a feeling they're not gonna let me perform that for Danzation.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! D:
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I got the details of my practical exam from my piano teacher today.
MY EXAM TIMING IS AT 10.18AM.
-_-
I was the last candidate last year, I got a feeling this year I'm one of the first few.
What's worse, my exam venue this year is the same as my exam venue last year.
PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME THE SAME EXAMINER PLEASE. :X
Thankfully my exam is on 17 August, and my poly exam ends on 16 August.
I cannot imagine the trouble I will have to go through of my practical exam and Sociology exam falls on hte same day. :/
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Okay, I've talked a lot.
Yoga lesson later on, excited.
I want IJ to end asap, but I want S&W to continue. :(
Yoga is like, so awesome.

Sadako

Weixin, Chloe, Aish, Benedict and I!

Went to watch Sadako with the above mentioned people earlier.
Sadako was..... A bit ridiculous to be honest.
Yeah okay the front was scary, but the back was not making sense at all.
Should've watched Spiderman instead. :/
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The past week was generally okay, had two presentations ongoing, but we survived it.
Currently I'm free from assignments, but I should be starting on them soon before I rage about it when I'm doing it last minute.

Exams are coming soon, I'm kinda worried for it though. I'm afraid that I'm gonna fail it. D:
Oh well if I fail, I'm just gonna transfer to ABM. Haha.

Okay bye.

Twinkle

It's already July, the first half of 2012 is goneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. D:
Time flies.
I'm tired..........
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Met up with my PFIs for dinner today, awesome as usual.
It's been a long time since I saw all of them. :(
I miss those bitches so much.
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I haven't started on my infographics yet. :x

Holiday

Finally had the time to blog!

Well, nothing much has happened. Just that the holidays have finally started!
But I'm only left with 1 week of holiday because I'm busy during the second week. :(

Oh well.
Life of a poly student.

June

Time flies, it's already June.
I've actually survived 7 weeks of poly life.
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To sum up my 7 weeks poly life, it has been crazy, fun-filled, enjoyable and of course, MENTALLY EXHAUSTING.
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Crazy
Well, of course it's been hard adapting to poly life in the beginning.

After a long holiday of 5 months, it's really hard to get my brain starting work again.
And my modules this semester are really crazy modules, like Sociology, Psychology and Introduction to Community Services.
What's worse, I spent on average 9.5 hours in school daily. o.o
And the time table just repeats itself weekly.
Tutorials, Lectures, CCA, Tutorials, Lectures, CCA, Tutorials, Lectures, CCA..........

Fun-filled
I think my class and I bonded really well.

We have our own inside jokes and what not, and we even had a dress up like an ah beng/ ah lian day just to show our class unity and spirit.
I think my classmates are really great people. :)
I'm gonna have loads of fun with them in the next 3 years!

Of course, how can I forget my lovely bunch of friends and siblings from my dff crew.
Especially my dearest oppa Zack, my dongsaeng Brandon, my brother Elton, my panda sis Xueqi and my super hugable sister Riho.
Also, my dear Hyuna Rubecca and my babeh Mavis whom I surprised with a kiss on the cheek last Monday.

We got together again for Hair For Hope performance. It was really great to see the whole crew and the feeling of being able to dance together with them was really great. What's more important is that my oppa, my dongsaeng and I were the ones in charge of leading them for this performance.
When our performance ended, I could totally feel that "we did it, it's over!!!" kind of feeling.
It's like giving birth to a child. Trololol.
I really hope our HMS DFF'12 crew will stay together for a very long time.

Enjoyable
I really love my CCAs: NRA and HI! Club. ♥
NRA, what more can I say about the CCA that I've been dreaming of getting into even before I sat for O Levels and entered poly? It sort of became my goal to enter NP just because of NRA.
I just feel so proud of myself when I can tell others loudly "I'm in NRA."
Even my friends said "I'm so proud to have friends in NRA."
Throughout my 3 years in NRA, I can definitely be a better dancer than what I currently am now and my passion for dance will definitely ensure my excellence in NRA. I'm sure of it. (:

HI! Club. I really love this CCA too.
Learning another language is like opening another door to the world. Language is a beautiful thing, what more sign language?
It takes patience and time to learn a language, but it also requires interest and devotion. And through HI! Club I can learn how to appreciate my sense of hearing more and learn another meaningful language. Why not?

MENTALLY EXHAUSTING
Yes, this.
The epitome of everything.
And this is the fate of a psychology student.
Essays and researches are like the norm already.
Every single assignment expected from our modules needs to be 1000 words and above. How cool is that.
And all the citations and referencing are enough to drive me mad.
Just one week ago I was still on the verge of drowning from my assignments because it was the due date.

Speaking of assignments, I still have undone e-learning work..
时间真的不等人啊.

sick

Hate it when I am sick man.
Especially when I have school the next day.
First assignment due in 12 days and I'm not even 1/2 done with it. :(
And I have a crazy cca schedule.
No wonder I will get sick luh. I'm in school for 9.1 hrs on average. OTL.

Whatever.
Really hope my temperature will go down tonight. I don't want to miss lessons. :(
And I don't wanna miss HI! Club too!! ><

A big event is coming up on 28 May 2012.
Can't wait for that day to come. ^^

Help

First assignment due on 25 May...
AND I JUST STARTED READING INFORMATION NEEDED FOR THAT ASSIGNMENT....
Community Services, why you no easier to do. ):
I think my Sociology assignment is much more doable.

Chose to do youth offenders for my INTCOM assignment.
When I was reading the information from subordinate courts, all their information were from 2000-2004.
zzzzzzzzzz.
And I needed the demographic profile of these youth offenders, but they only had profiles of female youth offenders.
Zzzzzzzzzz.

Die also must finish reading 50% of information if not I will never be able to digest all these things. Grrrrr.

Leap Year

It's 29 February 2012!!!!
February has really been a bad month for me.
Fell sick 3 times throughout the whole month.
First with throat infection, then eye infection, and currently it's fungus infection on my skin. -_-
I hope March will be a good month.
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Went out with my bitch on 28/02/2012!
Went kbox and sang for 4 hours straight.
Was kinda sad because the stupid recording thing couldn't work. >:/
Oh well but at least we managed to sing our songs!!!
We chose 10 pages of songs, deleted some of them as we were afraid there's no time to sing all of them, and we realised we still had a lot of time we started spamming songs again.
Waiting for PFIs trip to USS heeheehee.
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I finally got my phone cover!!!!!
FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.

Yay.
I can change cover whenever I want.
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Okay I'll be back soon.