It Has To Be You

Dear Yesung,
Happy birthday to you soon-to-be old man!
Enjoy your last year as a 20's before you start your 30's next year!

Hope the army has been well for you.
It's been 110 days since you left for the army.
You wouldn't believe how shocked I was when I heard the news that you were going to enlist in the army in such a short time and not participating in SS5.
Leeteuk's gone, Heechul's gone as well, Kangin just came back, and now you're leaving.........
Do you know how badly I cried watching Super Junior's From U performance on Music Core?
Because every time I see you and Leeteuk's smiling faces I can't help it but miss you all so damn badly. 
Gonna miss hearing you and your power packed vocals, you and your adlibs, you and your weird dancing, you and your obsession with philtrums, you and your turtles, you and your interactions with Ryeowook...........

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  I went for SS5sg, and there was a ballad performance by them.
  I can't help but wonder how the performances would have differed if you were there singing as well, and what super hero you would dress up as, and if K.R.Y would have a special segment for us.......
  And you retweeting all the pictures of your fan project of us holding your name banner.
  
  

  Singapore ELF!! i miss u a lot and want to see you ^^ pic.twitter.com/Mxgn8KQcK7
  — Yesung (@shfly3424) July 6, 2013

  Do you know at that time what was I doing? 

  I was queuing up for mosh.

  And do you know how happy I was when Ryeowook sang your part in It's You? He even did yor kneeling down pose during the adlibs. /sigh my Yewook feels

  
  

  As I write this post, I'm listening to your song, It Has To Be You.

  
  
  Today, i wander in my memory
  I’m pasing around on the end of this way
  You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
  I’m losing my way again
  
  
  I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
  that i want to see you and hold you more
  
  
  It can’t be if it’s not you
  i can’t be without you
  it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
  it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
  yes because i’m just in love with you
  
  
  i cannot send you away one more time
  i can’t live without you
  
  
  it can’t be if it’s not you
  i can’t be without you
  it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
  it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
  yes because i’m just in love with you
  
  
  my bruised heart
  is screaming to me to find you
  where are you?
  can’t you hear my voice?
  to me…
  
  
  if i live my life again
  if i’m born over and over again
  i can’t live without you for a day
  You’re the one i will keep
  you’re the one i will love
  i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

Remember when you, Heechul, Shindong and Leeteuk were on 5000 Questions with Super Junior, you all were doing the psychological tests, and the psychologist said you had many insecurities and inferiority? 

All I want to tell you is that you are awesome. You're such a great hyung to your dongsaengs and they listen to you. You have such great vocal skills that we call you the King of OST. You're such a filial son and great hyung to Jongjin. ELF love you like crazy and SJ loves you like crazy too.

And these 3 trends about you were trending on twitter today. #HappyBirthdayKingOfSelca, #생일축하해요김종운 and #HappyYesungDay.

Although Heenim and 10, you had 3 okay. Heh.

Take care of yourself in the army, continue to please us with selcas, and I love you many many.

See you in SS7. 

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It's #Growl5thWin you sexy mofos.

You 12 babies have done so damn well. :')

And Luhan.

PLS TELL ME YOU DID PIERCE YOUR EARS.

YOU HAD THEM ON M COUNTDOWN YESTERDAY BUT WHY DID YOUR EARRINGS DISAPPEAR ON MUBANK TODAY. >:(

AND YOU KIDS NEED TO STOP PUTTING YOUR FINGERS INTO PEOPLE'S EARS WHEN THEY ARE GIVING THEIR THANK YOU SPEECH. /COUGHS BAEKHYUN COUGHS/

So I didn't do anything much today, except watching A Song For You from EXO, Music Bank, X2 and Saturday Night Life. And now I'm wasting my time in front of the computer again, u___________u

I keep thinking there's something for me to do on Saturday, but I cannot remember. ._.

It's 2.32AM now and I'm hungry........